Inhibition

Inhibition:

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Idea: 11^th September 2011, Sunday (10:35 p.m.), Started Writing on 13^th September 2011, Tuesday from 9:55 p.m.-11:00 p.m. (Plus some extra time)

Could it be a silly question?

If I start to question;

About the purpose of religion,

Across region to region?

It bothers my affection,

Makes me forget confession;

Makes me defend rejection,

I’ve no selection.

Is religion a misconception?

It really makes me question;

Can I make an assumption?

That religion and love have no connection?

That is definitely one bad supposition,

Don’t be mistaken as I love my religion;

I just need to find a correction and solution,

Of what actually creates the tension?

Religion makes me a person of aggression,

Everything is an inhibition and a prohibition;

Even though there’s a passion,

We know it’s impossible by religion’s intuition.

How can I make a progression?

Since everything is an explosion;

There can be no admission,

Of love’s both mission and vision.

We humans have too much attention,

We’re blinded by rules and regulation;

Makes us weak and meek in motion,

When it comes to love’s devotion.

Accepting love is exhaustion,

If there’s a difference in religion;

Same goes to trend and fashion,

We don’t portray the same characterization.

I want to experience satisfaction,

But I always face devastation;

It feels like love colonization,

Religion is the biggest rationalization portion.

Religion has created a borderline for my generation,

I can’t smile and bloom like carnation;

I’ve been advised not to neglect education,

But I also need to find a good man before revelation.

I want to make a declaration,

I want to experience resurrection;

My heartbeat will have resumption,

I want to live anew after resuscitation.

I want to make a revolution,

Or an evolution;

I need redemption,

For I can’t breathe in this love-religion collaboration.

My conversation with him is like a collision,

We ended up having bad communication;

It’s not the heart but about religion,

Love can’t even be at least a coalition.

Love expressed carried agitation,

In me with most appreciation;

But it happens in repeating position,

I had to spend time in cogitation.

I just hope for a better nation,

But if everything is based on religion;

We don’t get to see a colorful congregation,

We only get to see God’s original creation.

I’ve no idea where is my love destination,

For the bees that came surely have received refutation;

I just hope I’ll not take another action,

I don’t want to meet the same type, mind, condition, and situation.

I need to be clear about the orientation,

Of the meaning of love sensation;

One must not be a possession,

One chosen is the vital character in love formation.

Why in the middle there’s always a religion?

Why do I always make it as my motivation?

Why can’t I first enjoy affection?

Why must love be a caution-precaution?

I’m no perfection,

I’m just asking question after question;

I’m not saying there’s no good in religion,

It’s another matter if we fall into temptation.

Till today no bee has got the exception,

By me; who always makes the elimination;

I think they need to know that my heart, too, enters desolation,

I seriously wish déjà vu, please, don’t put me in isolation.

I’m sick and tired of doing declination,

I need a break from taking that exploitation;

I hope that there’s one near future bee that’ll be my affection,

Bring me honey and please save me from this sweet-bitter emotion.

Can someone give me a confirmation?

On at least some information;

In my head, there’s a commotion,

God is still my commendation.

When love experienced contradiction,

Should I do any love commemoration?

Honestly, I did feel commiseration,

Love doesn’t come with commission.

I finally came into a realization,

That life isn’t up to our decision;

Every single step needs specification,

I’m not asking for any compensation.

God determines our intention,

We ought to live in harmonization;

I apologize for this is my religion,

It isn’t a mere fiction.

Happiness resolution,

From God to every of His creation;

Everyone has their own personification,

It’s up to you on how to make the connection.

Every beauty in this world is fascination,

This life is given by God with equalization;

Thank you for making me your collection,

I wish next time religion isn’t my justification.

Leave me alone in solemnization,

Go on with your life and obligation;

I’m grateful for your love dedication,

It’s meaningful but I can’t be in your location.

I shall end this poem with a confession,

I love my religion and there’s no alteration;

I can’t give it up just because you loved me with infatuation,

I pray to God that you’ll meet a better one without question.