Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Something about him

Something about him
Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 16th October 2013, Wednesday, 11:40 p.m.-11:51 p.m., in my own room at starry hill, Kepong, KL

What's wrong with me?
Falling in love with somebody;
The one who is friendly,
The one who keeps on smiling,
The one who keeps on cooking,
The one who works hard surviving;
The one who is not my destiny,
But why do I still smile at him?
Why do I feel like searching for him?
Why do I like to look at him?
Why do I try not looking at him?
Why did I avoid but end up failing?
Why did he also smile a lot to me?
It is not a matter of having a degree;
It is about the friendship of humanity,
Do you really understand me?
I am just saying and expressing,
In order to make myself sleep;
Though I thought of him,
Forgetting my past already,
Not even knowing his name,
For him the same;
We just coincidentally came,
To this place,
There is no game,
There is no fame;
Just admiring plain,
For a guy from the plane.

Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Lay your art upon me

Lay your art upon me
Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 15th October 2013, 9:43 a.m.-10:43 a.m., in my own room at a starry hill, KL

You started whispering to my ear,
Left or right; doesn't matter;
You kissed my cheeks,
And licked my lips,
Your tongue caressed my teeth,
The sensation not a myth;
Your warmth showered on me,
Your talk as smooth as it can be,
Your fingers tickling my skin,
Your mouth sucking my chin;
Your hands; oh, they want to win,
I'm so tight; you gave a grin,
You bit my button and pin,
Both became so hard and clean;
I didn't know you're that mean,
Never have I ever seen,
Them like this since I was a teen,
I rolled you over like a jellybean;
On top you; I want to give a scream,
I practiced this at the gym,
My hands running through you,
Going down just to taste you;
Your lips so soft like a tissue,
Your tongue so yummy to chew,
I bit your buttons like how you did,
Your pins just kissed back at me;
Your hands they won't stop moving,
Your fingers searched my cheeks,
Not the upper but lower, please,
My lock is now ready;
I can feel your pressure,
Just show me your key,
I shall give you pleasure,
You comfort me with a blow;
Right on my pillow,
You're looking at me,
Row by row,
I must be at glow;
You took it slow,
Off real slow,
You played with my belly,
But your eyes dimming;
All the way to my fantasy,
More and more; I feel sexy,
Your tongue is so wet and dirty,
You know very well of me;
I can't even reach it,
I'm all yours already,
My thighs are spreading,
Only for you, my honey;
You know what I need,
You came and feed,
The rush of blood in me,
Oh, it's so good; come give it to me;
It's coming and I can't hold it,
I know you want it,
So hot and juicy,
Your lips are spicy;
I'm flying,
You're catching,
Arm in arm,
My turn to set your alarm;
All I need is to turn around,
After you, my crown,
One release and I found,
Hunger fills my mouth;
A popsicle here I found,
While you are already feasting round,
We're like clowns,
In a circus; upside down;
My hands squeezing you now,
You carried me as quick as sound,
You made sure that I wear no gown,
It's time for the lock to feel you now;
You decide and I'll make it count,
You hold my hands,
Telling me to relax,
No stress;
Just press,
I'm there; oh, yes,
This is no chess,
Hair in a mess;
Not in my dress,
Hands on my baby's chest,
He raises up from rest,
Now I'm on the bed;
I can feel his breath,
I want to be with him till death,
I can't think of anything else,
Is my birthday on the twelfth?
Do I have to meet up with Mels?
She knows all on wedding bells,
She plans it well like casting spells,
I can't wait for marriage;
I don't want his wealth,
I just want his health,
And him believing in his own shell,
Not thinking that I'm a piece of meat;
Although he knows I like him to eat,
Laying your art daily upon only me.

Sunday, October 13, 2013

I Prefer Reality

I Prefer Reality
Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 12th October 2013, Saturday, 5:07 a.m.- 5:53 a.m., in my own room at my new home at a starry hill, awakened after a dream.

Yesterday it was glee,
Finally greeted my Sis;
She asked me of him,
Whom I lost contact already,
Tonight I dreamt of him,
This is reality;
He was driving me,
I was beside sitting,
We talked without feeling,
The clothes we were wearing;
There was so much of his country,
A celebration or something,
The Prime Minister was food giving,
We just passed by him only wishing;
Not remembering taking,
I didn't know anything,
Not a single thing of entity,
Never mind that thing;
It has passed already,
We reached our hostel finally,
We went to our rooms separately,
I needed the washroom - finding;
Met a junior of my initial company,
We talked yet I needed the loo badly,
Inside was really very funny,
The guys' part was full of watery;
But it was still okay to me,
She worked as a writer something,
Not bad quite a successful lady,
Then, I received a tutor calling;
I provided English teaching,
I went to this door knocking,
It was him that was there staying,
I forgot my speech but I was leaving;
He came out and started begging,
He said the loving and confessing,
What was he doing kneeling?
Why was he tearing?
Why was I tearing?
Why did he come body locking?
I did force self-releasing,
All the way to the stairs running;
He came after me chasing,
I said I wanted a Westerner to marry,
A mixed marriage to be,
He didn't make me happy;
I always ended up crying,
But he was my once special kiss,
Now that I shouldn't miss,
For he's dead to me;
There's no happy ending,
It was just a dream,
I awoke with nothing happening,
Just the coughing and peeing;
Stop the self-lying, please,
Maybe it's just a topic to release,
I really need to sleep,
Working has been really tiring;
Like I said he's been dead to me,
Though his image and all so glaring,
He told me he'd go for swimming,
The clothes just leave them as it is;
I told him I'd be at my place not his,
He didn't mind about it anything,
Separate ways not a big thing,
Hostel like apartment so big;
Why am I recording down this?
Rather spend time typing sleepily,
I would still somehow prefer reality,
He doesn't care about me;
He doesn't love me,
Born this month not being with me,
Why is my heart now still signaling?