I'm a Dreamer

I'm a Dreamer 

Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 14th April 2014, Monday, 9:48 p.m.-10:33 p.m., thinking of someone, only sitting in my cousin's room in Marsiling Dr, Singapore 

So the door I knocked, 

And you opened; 

So the door you knocked, 

And I opened. 

I made sure I appeared, 

Though late I was near;

I felt ignored but cheered,

First meet up wasn't weird.

Coffee or tea?

Or me?

Did we see?

Eyes meet?

Half an hour,

All that matters;

Time the power,

Even blood rushes.

Speed talking,

Speed drinking;

Go on working,

Go on walking.

My card with him,

My sincerity;

My poetry,

My soul singing.

Chatting continued,

Interlude;

Shifts distribute,

Quite a mute. 

Came then the day,

Planned real ahead;

Anticipate,

Participate. 

At the station he came,

Helmet on my head;

I wasn't afraid,

Hello again. 

What a beautiful place!

Welcomed with grace;

I left a trace,

A night a race. 

My left knee,

The movie;

His TV, 

His programming. 

Sports, 

Thoughts;

Touch, 

Couch. 

Air condition, 

A little broken;

We still cuddle,

Are we a couple?

New,

Flew;

Grew,

Mew. 

First kiss was deep,

All intense and sweet;

Painful but I took it,

I was ready for him. 

I just wonder,

My number;

He commented,

I was saddened. 

I woke up thrice,

I bled big time;

If only I had ice,

I peed but fine.

I disturbed him,

He couldn't sleep;

Yet he was snoring,

Please accept my apology. 

Breath,

Rest;

Math,

Chest. 

Alarm rang,

I sprang;

Kissed and sang,

Shared juice and a cab.

My day to work,

He made a call;

Never been here before,

Will there be second at all?

Taxi outside,

Smooch upright;

Hurry inside,

How fast that night!

Who am I to him?

Is he my bliss?

He wouldn't reply me,

Whispers of miss. 

After that,

He left;

For his ex,

How could I relax?

He travels next,

Will we meet again?

Birthdays a complex,

Will pass although rain. 

I'm a record in his history,

Am I still his mystery?

Does he want me? 

Does he love me?

Liking isn't enough,

I know he won't bluff;

I believe in time,

Let's see if our songs rhyme.

Does he feel me?

I'm cold and chilling;

Maybe he's packing,

Maybe he's flying. 

A change of profile pic,

It's not that I wanna mimic;

I just want love romantic,

With humor and tactic. 

He scolded me,

For being me;

I know I'm lengthy,

I know you're busy.

Last but not least,

Carrying your smell with me;

Your shirt around my body,

Will there be an actual real feast?

Senantiasa Merindui

Senantiasa Merindui

Ilham Asli Daripada Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 13 April 2014, Ahad, 5:46 petang-6:17 petang, Di Woodlands, Singapura, Puisi khas buat teman sekerja ku yang ku sayangi, Defi dari Capella Singapore, Pulau Sentosa, Singapura.

Betapa sinarnya cahaya mentari,

Wujudnya ku di sini;

Hanya mu tahu isi hati,

Senang dicucuk Sang Duri berganti,

Kelam kelu bertahan diri,

Kau tetap mengajar di sisi;

Walau sukar mana sama berdikari,

Tuhan dan bulan menjadi saksi,

Usah takut dan usah berhenti,

Selepas menangis berdiri kembali;

Mengapa harus berakhir begini?

Defi akan ku senantiasa merindui,

Tanpa kisah malam atau hari,

Tanpa kisah apa jua cuaca menanti;

Oh, izinkan ku menulis mu puisi ini,

Suatu luahan hanya mu mengerti,

Masa bersua sesama sendiri,

Hanyalah sementara minit bersemi;

Tunjuk ajar mu ku simpan di hati,

Sampai bila-bila akan diguna lagi,

Benda yang sama ulangan reputasi,

Bisakah jangan pergi, Defi? 

Sedu sedihnya ku tidak terperi,

Kau antara yang teramat memahami,

Sayang ku kepada mu saban hari,

Pelukan mu ku selalu mengingati;

Di mana-mana mu pergi,

Sila jaga kendiri,

Mungkin kita akan berjumpa lagi,

Pada lain hari dan dengan lain saksi;

Semoga berjaya dalam yoga beraksi,

Defi, you're the best and by now, you must know it already! 

"I love you, Defi and I'm so glad to have met you in my life. Terima kasih daun keladi. Without you, I wouldn't have improved in training till present. I didn't know that this coming Wednesday would be my off day but if you were to go for bowling, we could meet again. I'll miss you so, Defi dear. Please keep in touch whenever and wherever possible. The world isn't that big after all. Globalization brings us together. All the best in all that you're passionate in! Thank you so much once again. I really appreciate it from the bottom of my heart. Hugs now and always <3. You're a strong lady! :"D"

No Why

No Why
Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 9th April 2014, Wednesday, 6:38 a.m.-6:48 a.m., on my lower bed in my cousin's room, specially dedicated to my man of my life, Roger with love, care, and warmth.

Take me to the sky,
Let me fly so high;
I want you every night,
Hug me so tight,
Rub my body right,
Show me the light;
I will give it to you with might,
Dancing with pride,
Kiss me through the moonlight,
Make love without fight;
You are my special guy,
My love that money can't buy,
Let us give all a try,
Till the best comes by;
It could be this or other side,
I love you, honey and no why.

Frameless Time

Frameless Time

Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 8th April 2014, Tuesday, 5:11 p.m.-6:07 p.m., in my cousin's room, specially dedicated to Cherry, my new Trainer at the Call Center, Capella Singapore but unfortunately, it was just a temporary experience. I shall wait to be back to you again.

Drop dripping drop,

No, it's not the mop;

Don't hurry, don't stop,

Just remember to hop,

Everyday it's just a job,

It's either love less or lot;

What is it that's not?

The hours are surely odd,

Each time praying to God,

He delivers it all in a pot;

The good ones we never forgot,

The bad ones we don't jot,

When things get hot,

It's just how we talk;

How sensitive is the dot,

Teared once it's fought,

Oh, maybe it's to make us strong,

After living here for so long;

Not forgetting where we come from,

The truth is how you belong,

You're as beautiful as a song,

Although things may go wrong;

You're calm and give it a shot, 

Trial and error of just a bolt,

Lessons learnt and not by fault.

I love working with you,

You're so genuine and true;

I'm humbled through and through,

You've shown me happiness instead of blue, 

You've a loving family and they've you,

You're adventurous and you've your own crew;

Every word you said is like a painting you drew,

It was just days but with you I grew,

Even your notebook is so helpful,

Written information all in a pool;

You gave me warmth without wool,

That's just how powerful, 

I'm so blessed to have met you,

With my word I'm no fool;

Today a poem directly sent to you,

See you again, my dear guru,

Be you and never ever change you. 

P/S: Courtesy FB. I don't own this photo. 

Thank you so much! It's scrumptious! <3 :"D :")* 

My World Anew

My World Anew
Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 4th April 2014, Friday, 10:11 a.m.-10:29 a.m., in my cousin's room in Woodlands, Singapore, finally meeting a man that fits my soul and my dearest God, I thank you so.

Days and days ago,
So I was told;
He didn't love me at all,
My ex-lover so tall,
Inside him, oh, what a crawl,
Pity your surrounding so small;
I was so stupid to answer your call,
You rolled me like a lost ball,
I'm happy that you're all gone,
You're not even my happiness mall;
And yes, here I've met another,
A man that would really father,
He's sensitive and way smarter,
I can't wait to meet him later;
Greetings to you, my honey Roger,
If it works, we can be together,
It's all up to your performance,
My agenda today you're the first;
Let's quench our thirsts,
Let's chat and not curse,
Our Birthdays so near,
2014 is a good year;
May this meet up bring cheer,
Thank you lots for calling me dear.

When Winter Blunders

When Winter Blunders
Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 3rd April 2014, Thursday, 6:17 a.m.-7:01 a.m., In my cousin's room in Woodlands, Singapore, This poem is specially dedicated to my Front Office Manager in Capella Singapore, Maria Nakamura with a grateful heart from the bottom of my heart.

Close your eyes,
Listen to the spice;
Roll a dice,
It makes no lies.

The sound of time,
Ticking in the sky;
For it is prime,
It will never go dry.

Your smile came to me,
The meaning so deep;
You saw me weep,
You had me singing.

What others couldn't,
You could;
They don't comprehend,
But by me you stand.

Everyone is a lack,
No one is perfect;
Be it Jill or Jack,
Surely has a defect.

You work with poise,
You make no noise;
You juggle with toys,
You know your voice.

The hours spent with you,
Calmed me through and through;
The moments of my blue,
Rainbow colours you drew.

In the arms of my lonely hands,
You made sure that I've bands;
Followed your schedules plans,
I thank you with many thanks.

The strength in you,
You ought to be proud in you;
You practice your cue,
You knew what's new.

Without you I would be used,
Wrongly polished and bruised;
Electrified and fused, too,
I've melted like invisible glue.

You picked me up,
Gathered broken pieces;
My volcano had erupt,
I was lost in many places.

Hope came again,
I no longer feel cold;
Releasing from pain,
I did as what you told.

I've had enough,
As a poor staff;
I'm back tough,
Let us laugh!

Work a ton,
Said and done;
Life is also about fun,
Like enjoying a bun.

I'm glad to have met,
You're the best;
Not to compare the rest,
But to you off goes my hat.

There are four seasons,
A big family like The Simpsons;
It is when the winter blunders,
You give love and not thunders.