Dua Cinta

Dua Cinta

Ilham Asli daripada Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Selasa, 20 Disember 2011, 5:35 petang-6:28 petang, Pulau Pinang.

V1: Ku kehausan cinta,

       Memikirmu,

       Dalam dakapan;

       Serba salahmu hanya membuatku sengsara.

V2: Cintaku setia padamu,

       Biarpun setianya hanya sementara;

       Buatku sengsara meraih simpati.

Dua cinta...

* Kebahagiaan itu apanya?

   Tanpa kasih dirimu tanpaku;

   Ku kan sanggup menanti,

   Muncullahmu semula padaku, kekasih.

V3: Bisakah kau mencintainya?

       Melebihi diriku;

       Yang jujur,

       Itu hanya rahsia kita berdua.

V4: Mengapa mesti ada pilihan?

       Di antara aku dan si dia;

       Bukankah aku sudah berjanji?

Tiada dua cinta...

*

** Permulaan cinta kita,

Disudahkan dengan si dia;

Tidak inginku menempuhi lagi.

Kembalilah...

*

* Korus

** Bridge 

Kuasa Bahasa

Kuasa Bahasa

Ilham Asli oleh Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Idea dan Penulisan Karya: 10:53 pagi-11:09 pagi-12:06 tengahari-12:09 tengahari-12:27 tengahari-12:34 tengahari-6:43 petang-6:59 petang, Khamis, 15 Disember 2011.

Tempat-tempat,

Titisan pahala;

Simpang empat,

Jalan sehala.

Manusia,

Tanpa bahasa;

Tiada cinta,

Tiada makna.

Kuasa bahasa,

Dialek bahasa;

Berlainan bangsa,

Dibawa ke angkasa.

Di bandar dan desa,

Kita berbahasa;

Hari-hari termasuk Selasa,

Kita berbahasa.

Bahasa itu identiti,

Bahasa itu integriti;

Bahasa itu interaktif,

Bahasa itu proaktif.

Bahasa itu lestari,

Bahasa itu harmoni;

Bahasa itu bestari,

Bahasa itu warna-warni.

Ideologi itu bahasa,

Pedagogi itu bahasa;

Filem itu bahasa,

Bunga itu bahasa.

Sains itu bahasa,

Teknologi itu bahasa;

Bisnes itu bahasa,

Arkeologi itu bahasa.

Jiwailah bahasa,

Sayangilah bahasa;

Berkatilah bahasa,

Sanjungilah bahasa.

Hayatilah bahasa,

Simfonilah bahasa;

Rahmatilah bahasa,

Insanilah bahasa.

Bahasa ibu pertiwi,

Berkumandang di duniawi;

Bahasa diselubungi melodi,

Bahasa berima satu misteri.

Ikoniknya bahasa,

Imej berkata-kata;

Simboliknya bahasa,

Imej berkata-kata.

Mari guna bahasa,

Rajin bertanya;

Kuasa bahasa,

Semua yang punya. 

Presenting the November 2011 News Bulletin for USMTV

While I'm preparing for my examination, which commences in January 2012, I could not avoid surfing the Net at the same time. Call me multitasking but it truly surprised me when the November's edition is uploaded. There are areas to be improved and I will do my best to do better. As always, I welcome any comment. Again, thank you so much with most appreciation.

This video is courtesy of USMTV's official website: http://usmtv.usm.my/video.php?v=53

Aku Sampah

Aku Sampah: Ilham Asli oleh Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Idea: 9:34 malam, Selasa, 22 November 2011, Ditulis pada Selasa, 13 Disember 2011, 12:28 pagi-rehat-8:05 pagi.

Pada keheningan malam,

Buaian melodi syahdu;

Ku terasa rindu,

Pada ibuku di Batam.

Mama,

Bukan salahmu ku begitu;

Drama,

Tak pernah mengira waktu.

Ku lihat kiri dan kanan,

Ku lihat jam di tangan;

Ku lihat susuk di badan,

Ku lihat belon yang ringan.

Suratan takdir,

Usah disindir;

Di dunia ini ku hadir,

Hidup penuh mundar-mandir.

HIV/AIDS,

Amatlah perit;

Ku ingin menjerit,

Ku ingin menangis.

Ibuku,

Arwah ayahku;

Diriku,

Haiku.

Siapakah ayah?

Apa, mak nyah?

Aku sampah,

Air ku disimbah.

Mama,

Sihatkah kamu di sana?

Mama,

Tak henti-henti ku dihina.

Masa hadapan,

Tiada di depan;

Tiada harapan,

Dugaan balapan.

Masyarakat memerhati,

Bukan dari hati;

Ku perlu berhati-hati,

Ku sudah jemu dinasihati.

Oh, manusia,

Oh, Malaysia;

Ku bukan sia-sia,

Ku juga bukan bohsia.

Mama dan Papa,

Ada cerita;

Papa bekas mak nyah,

Mama menerima lamarannya.

Betapa gahnya cinta,

Dapat mengubah derita;

Di depan mata,

Si dia umpama pelita.

Mama,

Apa khabar jauh nun di sana?

Papa,

Akanku dan Mama jumpamu di sana.

Ku takkan marah,

Pada Papa;

Akanku pakai riben merah,

Menemani Papa.

Ku ingin dimaafkan,

Mama tiada di bayangan;

Ku ingin disatukan,

Bebas menari di kayangan.

Saat Mama kehilanganku,

Masa ku masih bayi;

Seingat daku,

Ku telah dinodai.

Rawatan demi rawatan,

HIV/AIDS dianggap jangkitan;

Orang ramai ketakutan,

Ku hanya menjadi persengketaan.

Mereka nampak,

Kami bertiga macam sampah;

Sedangkan merekalah pembawa padah,

Kami jua yang mengandung impak.

Ku hasil cinta,

Ku hasil dusta;

Ku tiada harta,

Ku rela buta.

Mama jaga Papa,

Sayang Papa;

Betapa mulianya Mama,

Tapi Mama hanya Mama.

Ku pula bagaimana?

Kebahagiaanku di mana?

Ku tak bisa mengandung anak,

Risiko pada anak-beranak.

Hospital,

Tempat tinggalku;

Hari Natal,

Kegemaranku.

Saban tahun ku ada hadiah,

Tahun ini entah pula apa;

Pagi 25hb Disember ku menerima “hadiah”,

Mama!

Presenting News for the October 2011 News Bulletin, USMTV

Alternatively, you may also watch it at http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eaza0r7zhCs


"Many years after uploading my first appearance in Daniel Lee's music video, this is also my very first time being a Newscaster for my University. It is read in the Malay language and it covers three events that happened in and out of the campus. Stay tuned for more monthly news at http://usmtv.usm.my/. I sincerely welcome any comment. Thank you very much with most appreciation." -winniekitty- 


This news bulletin is courtesy of USMTV's official website: http://usmtv.usm.my/

He's Back (Can't Stop Thinking of him)

He’s Back (Can’t Stop Thinking of him): Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Idea: 5^th December 2011, Monday, 10:28 p.m., Written on 9^th December 2011, Friday, 12:22 a.m.-6:42 a.m.

Can,

I be yours?

Damn,

It has been a while, hasn’t it?

Hey,

You there?

Pray,

You do care.

You came back,

It’s the 7^th year;

I don’t mind you black,

I wish you were my dear.

Are you thinking about me?

Can you feel your heartbeat?

I hope I’m your she,

To me, “I <3 you,” you repeat.

There’s no other guy,

In my life after you;

There’s nothing I can buy,

To replace the real you.

I can see,

You’re successful;

In your eyes so deep,

Life is beautiful.

A message,

Sent;

A greeting,

Replied.

First move,

Your groove;

Next move?

You prove?

Do I?

Have the guts?

May I?

I’m going nuts.

Humans can’t please everyone,

I know racism isn’t fun;

But I really don’t mind,

You’re still on my mind.

Can they accept you?

If I confess;

Do you feel it, too?

7 years apart’s love unless?

Fate is telling us something,

Destiny is taking control;

Should you give me a ring?

I'd give you my heart and soul.

If you say once more,

I’d say twice;

None has entered my door,

They’ve forgotten the price.

Could we meet again?

Could we shake hands?

Through pain and rain,

Take my hand to dance.

You’re black,

I’m white;

Child grey,

Happy family.

I can’t sleep,

My heartbeat;

I tried counting sheep,

Each time I cheat.

Kiss me goodnight,

Make my world bright;

Hug me tight,

Make me feel right.

Hey,

You there?

I see your face,

But they’re of other men.

Man,

I’m never once never yours;

Damn,

It has always been you, hasn’t it?

Forever, I love you. 

Elastically Plastic:

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 18th November 2011, Friday, 1:06 a.m.-2:09 a.m., Middle Room.

It is time for shopping,

Ought to buy something;

Intense lingerie that is fitting,

Other people are busy packing.

When I see a plastic bag,

I see myself bouncing.

Hello, I am a plastic,

From flesh to elastic;

I don’t feel any unique,

I don’t like my physique.

I am not myself anymore,

I can’t own the child I was before;

I begin to believe in folklore,

Silly silicone is now my pore.

I can’t turn back,

It’s too far and unreached;

It’s all because of stupid ass Jack,

I literally practiced what he preached.

From barely an A to D,

From a flat model to Pamela Anderson;

My money is gone already,

Am I attractive enough for Robert Pattinson?

My society,

It is so hard to live;

Cruelty,

It is so easy to conceive.

I am no real human,

I am a fake;

Even my smile is a fake,

I am no happy woman.

Tell me about backache,

Tell me about heartache;

How am I going to tell my child?

On why was I so wild?

I realized I am pregnant,

Jack achieved what he obsessed;

The memory was poignant,

My double Ds and single V he messed.

He is so irresponsible,

He left me on the table;

He thought he was capable,

He thought his milk was controllable.

Now I am worried about my own milk,

Pity my baby;

My tummy as smooth as silk,

A boy, could it be?

I am only twenty three,

A single mother to be;

I will tell him the truth when he is twenty,

When he is ready to hear that he has a Daddy.

Why twenty?

Because I was mature when I was twenty;

I would be twice older than him,

A perfect scenario it would seem.

I don’t think I’ll breastfeed,

I’ll feel very guilty;

I wish my nipples to be as dry as seaweed,

I don’t want him to search any when he’s hungry.

Now I’ve the biggest D in my life,

Or you can also say reversed C;

This stage I’ve to strife,

Jack is no use, you see.

I hope my baby will be here before 2012,

I hope there’ll be no 2012;

He deserves to see the world,

It is actually beautiful like a pearl.

I confirmed my name, Jill and I just had my ultrasound scan,

Dr. Billy said, “Congratulations, it’s a twin of XX and XY!”

My reaction was, “Damn!

Lord, me? Why?”

Two of little Jack and Jill,

Please don’t be like big Jack and Jill;

(20 x 2) = 40,

It’s like explaining to the child I wanted to be.

I want them to bury me,

I don’t want to pollute the Mother Earth;

She knows the plastic me,

She saw me became an official one in Perth.

Jack is now in jail,

Not in me, Jill;

His gun won’t kill,

For him, I won’t bail.

My 3-Ds are swelling,

Ouch, time is ticking!

My babies are singing,

Other women are vomiting.

When I see a paper bag,

I see myself falling. 

Penyapu Halal:

Ilham Asli oleh Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 17 November 2011, Khamis, 9:04 malam-9:42 malam, Bilik Tengah.

Indah khabar daripada rupa,

Kata-katamu kau sudah lupa;

Kata ingin jadi bapa,

Kata suka dipanggil Papa.

Kau ingat kau hebat,

Dapat tandingi Hang Jebat;

Padahal takut hujan lebat,

Kilat, petir semua terlibat.

Senang-senang kau masuk keluar rumah,

Bilang setuju untuk kasi tolong gua;

Namun setiap hari buat gua marah,

Kau mahu gua cepat tua?

Makin hari makin banyak sampah,

Memang bikin menyampah;

Kerja di luar sama dengan rumah-bah,

Orang di luar pun tolong kutip sampah.

Apabila gua tiada,

Lagi kau menjadi-jadi;

Semua kotor sini sana,

Harapkan gua bersihkan ketika kembali.

Kau bisa tak kotakan janji-janjimu?

Nampaknya gua juga satu;

Mudah saja percaya padamu,

Hari-hari gua tak lari macam andartu.

Abang,

Penyapu itu halal;

Tak berdosa, Bang,

Muka Abang berapa tebal?

Kau sentuh ia sekali pun tidak,

Perangai macam pula budak;

Tapi duri kau setajam Si Landak,

Lepaskan geram secara mendadak.

Kerja rumah kau tak buat,

Harapkan saja gua yang buat;

Kini gua sudah meluat,

Tengok tong sampah dua minggu melimpah tak muat.

Kau ingat gua ni siapa?

Gua lihat diri tak macam dilamun cinta;

Tapi macam wanita luka,

Gua amatlah berdukacita.

Habis, kau tak nak sumbang itu kenapa?

Di luar rumah tak penat tapi balik penat?

Jangan lupa gua juga ada keluar bekerja,

Tetapi ketika balik, hati mesti rasa tenat.

Badan gua ni sakit semacam,

Akibat sapu, mop, macam-macam;

Gua baru bersihkan semalam,

Hari ni kau buang basi punya kuih talam.

Semut semua benci pada gua,

Tak henti-henti panjat kaki gua;

Tak hendak lepaskan kulit gua,

Gua terpaksa menentang gua.

Kau mahu gua bikin diri cantik,

Kau suka lihat gua romantik;

Tapi cinta gua sudah tak berputik,

Gua diselubungi bau busuk saban detik.

Sudahlah, Bang,

Gua sudah letih;

Cukuplah, Bang,

Cari wanita putih.

Indah khabar daripada rupa,

Salah gua pandang lelaki macam kamu;

Gua nda mahu jadi gila,

Sukar betul ingin hidup bersamamu.

Selamat tinggal gua ucapkan,

Ini rumah sudah gua bersihkan;

Selepas ini, entah siapa yang tolong lapkan,

Dikerana dikau bukan bakal suami yang gua sangka-harapkan.