Rejected

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Thursday, 06/10/2005, 10:37p.m.

Have you ever fell in love with somebody?
Someone whom you thought is the one for you?
For me, he’s not like anybody,
For I see him in my point of view.

We began our love in History class,
He looked straight into my eyes;
The temptation was a blast,
At that time I do not know what future lies.

His romantic words were so heart warming,
Finally, my dream came true;
A guy finally told me face to face,
I got so shy and blushed all the way.

A few days after,
As I placed myself into deep slumber;
He appeared in my mind that night,
To run a thousand miles for him I might.

However, I did not want to rush,
Especially when I had a crush;
Having and doing things separately,
That’s not what I want,
But it is a must.

I can track him all the time,
At a glance I could see him passing by;
He did not see me,
Then I would sigh,
But when he did,
I would look aside.

He made me feel beautiful,
Painting my world so colourful;
But I had to leave,
No reason why,
He met me for the last time,
Bidding goodbye wasn’t a kind;
Hoping that I would touch the sky.

I tried calling him,
Just because I missed him;
Not able to forget him,
Suddenly, he got me worried,
When he started weeping.

I had no choice I got away,
Digital equipment enhanced our conversation;
Many loving messages received,
I wrote a letter for him,
Discovered disappointment when he came by,
Telling me he would only reply;
Whenever he has time.

At that very second I felt rejected,
Even my Mom discouraged our love;
But hey, thank you for making me a new person,
Willingly letting me go and didn’t want me back,
As a guy, you should show your effort,
And be true to all that you said;
Don’t worry as I did not feel heartache,
Who would want to love me anyway?
I just pray that you will find your way,
Searching for your own baby girl;
I’m sorry that I’m not her.