Fly for Me

Fly for Me

Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 20th July 2013, Saturday, 9:50 p.m.-10:41 p.m., alone in the living room at home watching Australia Network's drama series: Bed of Roses

You flew to see me,

Was it fate or destiny?

You came to me,

Should I be sorry?

Chemistry,

Human being;

Tragedy,

Heartbeat. 

You got me feeling,

You got me longing;

You got me kissing,

You got me missing.

You gave me colours,

Ignored murmurs;

Living with a purpose,

Life isn't at all a curse.

If only my heart can be seen,

I won't ask you to clean;

Just look for your name in it,

And see how the blood lit.

I'm no beauty,

But I did it;

I'm proud of it,

You had me ready.

Since you've decided,

It's no longer provided;

My feelings overrated,

My love for you busted.

I can't seem to throw,

All into the waste basket;

Maybe I need to bend low,

Go deep inside my pocket.

You gave nothing but memories,

Not to forget wonderful fantasies;

Burning so much of calories,

I need to find new remedies.

Loyalty the best policy,

I'm out of your life already;

So, stop coming to me, please,

Your text didn't make me cheese.

Once I was yours,

Once the rain pours;

Once with the course,

Once love without force.

I've loved you with all my heart,

So much that you tore me apart;

I've missed you so darn hard,

I was dramatic the avant-garde. 

Another man won't love me for me,

Even you won't be my company;

Let me be as lonely,

I'm nothing but a busy bee.

I don't need you to tell me,

The world that I should live in;

I'm big enough to know already,

I don't wish to live in parody.

I know my hunger and my thirst,

I know that you're in fact my first;

I know that I didn't expect a purse,

I know I could be better being nurse.

You aren't by my side,

You hate seeing me cry;

You and I missed the ride,

You had me believing your lie.

I'm not meant to be your collection,

Also not your possession;

Also not your obsession,

Also not your percussion. 

You had your recess,

You had your confess;

I did my protest,

I failed the test.

You don't go listing girls,

You don't go asking twirls;

You don't go into other worlds,

You don't go straightening curls.

I fell for you and it was true,

Even now I still need a clue;

On how to get rid of you,

And give myself a pursue.

If only I could kiss you,

If only dreams come true;

If only it had to be you,

If only it wasn't a screw.

Tell me more truth,

Face me and my foot;

No more messaging through,

Don't keep your words, just shoot.

Too bad you haven't any bravery,

Having lies as fat as buns in bakery;

Dragged me into female slavery,

You ultimately proclaimed mastery.

How stupid I was to let you in,

I should've locked and throw the key;

Make sure you didn't find anything,

How it happened as I was a monkey.

Let me and my soul be,

You once liked me;

You even thanked me,

My job is to just be free.

Let me breathe and pee,

You've your own cup of tea;

Go ahead with your jet ski,

See who's lucky to get your knee.

Your future,

Your culture;

Your overture,

Your structure.

I'm out of here,

Without a tear;

It has been a year,

All is very clear.

My heart needs to be tamed,

Tonight doesn't feel the same;

I know I sound lame,

Why am I still trusting your game?

Don't I've a type?

You aren't that hype;

I've never imagined you that I like,

I'm never prepared for your strike.

My hope for health and happy,

No wealth yet no disease;

I don't have life a many,

I owe too much too the trees.

My heart is now searching for you,

I'm stopping it and I need You;

God has shown me clue by clue,

I can't stick with you; I'm not a glue.

One day I'll leave this country,

One day I'll die under the sea;

One day I'll write another story,

One day I'll try to be more sexy.

I saw the airplane,

I saw the rainbow;

I've passed the pain,

I've hid in the shadow.

I'm not asking,

Just saying;

If you do love me,

Please fly for me.