Did I Know?

Did I Know?

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 6th February 2013, Wednesday, 3:30 p.m.-3:53 p.m., In my own room at home 

Inner side,

That side;

Collide,

Termite,

Abide,

Aside;

A bride?

I cried,

I lied,

I tied;

I hide,

I ride,

Outer side,

Fly a kite;

Play lite,

Say good and nite,

Met Mr. Right,

I saw light;

Improved sight,

Self-delight,

Fearless height,

He is my guide;

I tried,

I sigh,

I might,

I plight;

I slight,

I write,

I invite,

I'm shy;

He teaches me to fly,

I died,

He keeps me alive,

I can't choose her;

I can't choose him,

We can't be together,

He left me,

I believe;

I'm true to him,

I'm teary,

I love him,

I feel guilty;

I feel sorry,

For all I did,

Did or not did,

Please forgive me;

Go and find a better me,

Everybody,

I'm so sorry,

I need positivity;

A better thinking,

A quality living,

No wrongdoing,

I'm just a human being;

I still remember our kiss,

There's so much about you I miss,

Thank God for everything,

His blessings upon you and me;

Forget the past memories,

I wish you happiness and bliss,

With or without me,

Let me be lonely;

I'm with my family,

That accepted me,

The good and the bad me,

I want you to be here already;

A home for you and me,

Now it's less than a maybe,

What is being happy?

I don't deserve it?

You're in my heart, my baby,

Before knowing you previously,

I live in the city,

I place of reality;

A big impact from the varsity,

My story history, little did I know it.