Happy Moments, Happy Times

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 09/12/2005, Friday, 10:27 p.m.

As we walk,

Pass the time;

I could hear you talk,

Saying, “You are mine.”

But then you left me with disguise,

I didn’t know what was the reason;

You didn’t even discuss,

Leaving me a lonely person.

I still remember,

When we were together;

You are the answer,

To all my prayers,

But things didn’t work out,

We were so blind;

But I’ll never live without,

Our happy moments, happy times.

You said I was foolish,

To fall in love;

But my mission is accomplished,

When I saw a dove,

Waving at me,

To set me free;

You are the one I see,

And made my heart beats.

Too bad you ignored me,

Just a word, “Sorry.”

How could it be?

Don’t you have any feelings for me?

I still remember,

When we were together;

You are the answer,

To all my prayers,

But things didn’t work out,

We were so blind;

But I’ll never live without,

Our happy moments, happy times.

Was it my fault?

To be in love?

Blue Sands

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 08/11/2005, Tuesday, 6:20p.m.

It’s late at night,

But you are not in my sight;

Baby I don’t know why,

You left me aside,

And I don’t want you back.

Don’t get me wrong,

I had you in my mind;

But I just had to let you go,

Because my heart is broken inside,

And baby I don’t wanna miss our times.

So I walk on the blue sands,

Thinking about the past;

Oh how silly I am,

Everything was a mess,

When I suspect,

You had another girlfriend;

And for once,

I was correct.

On the sands,

I walk with pride;

Looking at my hands,

I raise them up high,

Knowing that I’m free,

Standing out of your territory;

I know I’ll meet another guy,

On you I won’t rely.

So this is how the story goes,

Painful love story of you and me;

You are full of ego,

Oh how hard it has been,

Having walls between us,

You always get up on my nerves;

I couldn’t breathe,

Especially when I’m with you.

So this is our last goodbye,

Trust me I’ll never be shy;

Nor will I look behind,

I just can’t wait,

For the great things prepared for me ahead.

Thinking Of You

Written originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 17/10/2005, Monday, 6:55p.m.

As I lay my back,

Upon the lazy chair;

There is nothing that I lack,

Why is there so much to bear?

My heart suddenly dropped,

When I had you in my mind;

Couldn’t believe that’s it’s real,

Why is love so blind?

It has been months,

I hadn’t got over you, had I?

My heart was beating fast,

For you are the apple of my eye.

For once,

I started thinking deeply;

Really felt like asking,

“Have you ever thought of me lately?”

I’m so afraid of your answer,

As I do not wanna take the risk;

That’s why I didn’t ask,

‘Coz I didn’t know where to start.

Do you know that I’m suffering in pain?

Right here, right now;

Do you even know where I am standing?

Let me guess,

You would just leave in vain.

Every night,

Before I fell into my deep sleep;

I would take your photo,

And kiss it many times,

For I want to be your honey,

But you just won’t let me;

Fine, I’m over with it,

No, wait, I lied,

I can’t do it,

‘Coz I’m still thinking of you;

To me,

You are just too sweet and sexy,

How could I resist such a thing?

Hoping that you would be here with me;

Please come back to me,

Trust me,

This time is for real;

Darling, I need you still.

Rejected

Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, Thursday, 06/10/2005, 10:37p.m.

Have you ever fell in love with somebody?
Someone whom you thought is the one for you?
For me, he’s not like anybody,
For I see him in my point of view.

We began our love in History class,
He looked straight into my eyes;
The temptation was a blast,
At that time I do not know what future lies.

His romantic words were so heart warming,
Finally, my dream came true;
A guy finally told me face to face,
I got so shy and blushed all the way.

A few days after,
As I placed myself into deep slumber;
He appeared in my mind that night,
To run a thousand miles for him I might.

However, I did not want to rush,
Especially when I had a crush;
Having and doing things separately,
That’s not what I want,
But it is a must.

I can track him all the time,
At a glance I could see him passing by;
He did not see me,
Then I would sigh,
But when he did,
I would look aside.

He made me feel beautiful,
Painting my world so colourful;
But I had to leave,
No reason why,
He met me for the last time,
Bidding goodbye wasn’t a kind;
Hoping that I would touch the sky.

I tried calling him,
Just because I missed him;
Not able to forget him,
Suddenly, he got me worried,
When he started weeping.

I had no choice I got away,
Digital equipment enhanced our conversation;
Many loving messages received,
I wrote a letter for him,
Discovered disappointment when he came by,
Telling me he would only reply;
Whenever he has time.

At that very second I felt rejected,
Even my Mom discouraged our love;
But hey, thank you for making me a new person,
Willingly letting me go and didn’t want me back,
As a guy, you should show your effort,
And be true to all that you said;
Don’t worry as I did not feel heartache,
Who would want to love me anyway?
I just pray that you will find your way,
Searching for your own baby girl;
I’m sorry that I’m not her.