Insecure

Insecure: Written Originally by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 29^th June 2011, Wednesday, 10:28 p.m.-11:06 p.m.

A lady with charisma,

That’s who I am;

I partner with my best friend, Fatima,

Together with our good friend, Pam.

We started a company,

Many years indeed;

We make business successfully,

We prioritize every client’s need.

Both Fatima and Pam are already married,

I’m the one who’s left single;

Both told me financially I’ve succeed,

It’s time to look for a man to mingle.

At my age I admit it’s time,

I met a guy who suits my style;

He knows how to rhyme,

His collection of poems for me is now a pile.

We got together and I love him so,

Time passes by and he starts saying no;

To all my requests to date more often,

He reasons that his time is taken.

I made the effort but he’s not cooperating,

Each time I comfort myself wearing bling bling;

He told me before his love is pure,

Now I’m feeling very insecure.

He says he’s busy,

He apologizes for not dating me;

I found out his life is messy,

But he can’t be as busy as a honey bee.

How come he never thought of me?

What am I to him?

Where is this relationship going?

Why does he have to be king?

I haven’t contacted him for a week,

Finally he called me;

I heard his voice and felt so weak,

My heart speechlessly melted witnessing what I see.

He asked me to look at the sky,

He was piloting up so high;

All this while he worked so hard,

Just to say I’m in his heart.

I felt so touched I shed tears,

Now I no longer have fears;

He used his time to make a proposal,

I answered yes with no refusal.

Both Fatima and Pam are happy I joined the club,

Now we’re three hot mommas;

Even though our company runs actively like hub,

We’re so happy taking care of our children each in their pajamas.

Life is Full of Choices

Originally Written by Jennifer Soh Li Wen, 17/11/2005, Thursday, 11:41p.m.

When I was young,

I used to be very ambitious;

But now when I’m done,

I begin to be very anxious.

I thought I could be everything,

Anything under the sun;

Finally I knew something,

That brought me to run.

I’m just a human,

Which means I’m not perfect;

What I did were so common,

And made nothing good to select.

Everyone has their own dreams,

It’s not as easy as it seems;

Together we fight for it,

In our strength and ability.

As we grow up,

We realise that life is full of choices;

The point of views are sharp,

Came from many faces.

So who are we actually?

What made us individually?

Where is our personality?

Looks like questions are haunting us spiritually.

Never say never,

It’s now and forever;

It’s time to show our true selves,

And make all hearts melt.

It’s not too late,

To know yourself;

And let’s not manipulate,

Among ourselves.

Do you believe in fate?

Or even destiny?

Come on be brave and don’t regret,

‘Cause life has to be happy.